Past Present and the Future

I must say that todays class really made me think alot about my life and the decisions I've made. I thought about my past and realize that it has a very strong influence on me at the moment and I really want to change that becaus right now I do feel like I'm at a dead end with myself. At this point I feel like I need to remold myself like a piece of clay to be the person I really want to be and actually be happy inside and out. Anger plays a huge part in my interactions with people that are close to me and I flip out alot to the point where im just tired of myself. I want to be a more positive person especially with the people I love.